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2007-07-12T03:03:00.000-07:00

Hi all~~

So Long Since i've touched this blog.. haha... almost forget the ID and password to get in ...haha... guess everybody have stopped coming in to see... Well... ryte now since i have so much time... so i'll just drop by to blog a little.. lol..

First news, I'm UNEMPLOYED... So if anybody have any LOBANG.. pls tell me... k? Thanks.
(^-^)

Secondly, ummm... I'm still unemployed... so yea... haha... just went for a few interviews..Apparently, they didn't choose me... cuz i'm unexperienced.. really... i started to think that my diploma has got no use at all.. ! Does it? It's so competitive nowadays... Haiz*

Umm... i guess unless i've got a job.. otherwise i'll feel so useless & depressed... haiz*
That's all i've got to say..! till the next time i remember this blog... Byes everybody! ( '-' )

2007-02-17T00:15:00.000-08:00

Today's quite sad for me.. it's the last day of school... it's lyk i dunno what to feel... dunno whether to feel happy or sad leaving the school.. i'm alrdy starting to miss the emrs bunch of ppl.. maybe i'm a bit psycho.. lol.. anw it's really very sad la.. and the stupid denyse... dunno even how to say a proper goodbye.. she did lyk a confession run-away la.. lol... didn't even get to see her properly for the last time... *sighs* anw.. i took a few pictures.. will wash it out soon... wanna keep a hard copy of it.. anybody who wants any particular photo can msn me..
Mizz u guyz!!!

2007-02-15T08:23:00.001-08:00

What should i do after tml... Lost!!! Seriously...

2006-11-30T15:06:00.000-08:00

First of all, Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~!!!!
i know, i know... i haven been blogging and this blog is literally dead for so long.. hahah...
it's because i was working all the time... and my supervisor's always walking behind me... so i have to be careful about what i do... and i always have tons of work....especially the last day... my whole table is all filled with paper and stuffs that i don't know what am i suppose to do with each stack... but whatever it is... it's all over and done with... lalalalala... hahahaha....

I'm so free now... cause it's the first week and all we have to do is planning and doing GUI... so it's not that difficult... oh well... we have 2 stopovers for this sem... for me... i'm now attached to 'knowledge management' which is rumoured to be quite slacky... as compared to others...and the other stopover will be EMRS which will be dealing with events in school... so it's quite good to be attached to these two stops... anything will be fine with me as long as i don't get attached to CSU ... which will be doing callings and stuffs... they say that you have to reach a certain calling quota each day... and the discipline there is quite strict.. so yea... i'm lucky...

we're now caged in a lab.. doing nothing...so yea... i finally got the time to blog...hahaha... but obviously... i won't be blogging for the whole day... lol... actually... we're quite fortunate cause we're given morning break, lunch and lunch break... so hahah... we've been eating the whole day till we're so broke... lol...

okays... i know... i have been talking crap... i'm seriously bored to death here... hahaha...
it's gonna be another break later... so yea... i'm gonna go buy something to drink... =P

see ya guys!!!

2006-11-09T10:50:00.000-08:00

Jaci Velasquez - Imagine Me Without You

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life you're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus

I can't imagine me without you

2006-10-11T14:25:00.000-07:00

sorry.. i haven been blogging for a long long time... haven got the time to do anything that i really wanted to do anyway... i've been mentally and physically sick ever since i work... it's so tiring... but luckily... the manager hired a temp staff to help me out... she came yest and i have to teach her all the stuffs that i've learn so far.. and yea... now i finally got the time to rest for a while..
i've been working and working.. so actually i've got ntg to update... all i've been doing all these while is just working...
we're suppose to update all the things we did in a student log book.. and the managers have to sign it every week... and evaluate what we did.. and stuff... but my manager claims that she's busy.. i think it's a lame excuse... how much time does she even need to write a number down and sign... she's been dragging it for 2 weeks now.. she lyk doesn't give a damn about it la... i'm so pissed up now...
have been tired lately.. cuz of work again.. i woke up at 6am and take the train at 7.. reach there at 9... and work till 6... by the time i eat my dinner and reach home will be ard 9-10pm... and when i reach home... i just fall straight to sleep la... can't even get to bother about anything... everyday is the same routine... so sick and tired of everything in my life nowadays...

so yea.. that's all i can talk about... have got things to do now.. =(
till the next time round... cya.. miss u all...

2006-09-03T21:05:00.000-07:00

my god!!! i'm posted to IBM in expo...!!!! i've gotta take train for one and a half hour everyday.. arghhh!!! i'm so dead for 3 months... thank god.. there's qamsia, sara and eng sheng with me.. it's not so bad after all... i'm gonna start work tml... hope they give me simple jobs... like photo-copying, shredding paper.. prepare reports and stuffs..
oh... and then... that place has got no foooooddd... there's only one cafeteria.. i think we've gotta walk all the way to expo hall to eat for lunch... and it's so LIMITED!!! there's only burger king, some thai restaurants, orange julius, and some expensive restaurants... how am i gonna survive!!! *crys out loud*=(...

2006-08-30T12:38:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~~~~~
just went to chalet for a 3 daz 2 night stay... it was really great....
here's some photos... save it if you want.. =P

Me & Gabe

Me & Jo

Me & Jamica

Gabe's talent time

Jinyi, Lee Kian & Kellie

Soon Poh & Ian

cheeze~

Our last meal there... at burger king.. =P

(Contact me via msn for more photos)

hafta go back to school now.. for attachment briefing.. bizzy me =) Hope i get a better company...
Muackz all--

2006-08-22T23:01:00.000-07:00

phew!!! exam's done.. surprise that i'm still even alive... i tot i was dead.. weeks ago... =P
haha.. so happy!!!!Actually happy and sad at the same time.. cuz there's this question where i didn't put the correct answers..but i knew the answer... i studied.. okay!!! it's just the way the teachers phrase the questions... i mean... whats wrong with teachers nowadays.. can't they just ask directly.. why do they have to phrase questions in sucha way that is so out of the point.. *sighs*.. i could've gotten full marks for that question.. *pouts*

gotta hang out tml.. i'm so ready for some shopping la.. after being confined for lyk so long.. gotta literally see 'what's in store'..

~"Lovex"~

2006-08-06T22:21:00.000-07:00

i'm not any better trace.. haha.. i'm down with the flu bug.. and guess what.. haha... i passed it to everyone else.. slowly... jamica, jo, gabe, stanley... all started rely on tissues... that the box had to be put in the center of the room so that everyone can reach it.. when there's a nose emergency... lol...
sorry.. everybody... didn't mean too.. it's not like i wanted to... well... at the least.. i brought medicines.. stanley was better... isnt' it? but you all didn't wanna try it.. =P
well.. these few dayz.. just felt as if i'm one step into my coffin.. keep having dizzy spells and flu bugs... and the worse thing is that my parents are not around to know what to do.. they went to malaysia.. to attend some seminar.. well.. i've got to be independent..
that's all for today.. cuz i've got 2 presentations to prepare... gosh! hope that i can present well with flu and stuffs... now.. i've gotta bet more on good preparations... =P

2006-07-13T22:53:00.000-07:00

One down, 4 more to go..!!
there's seriously no time to slack.. just presented Java today.. still gotta do Internet Marketing, ISECA, SCM and EAI.. gosh!! i'm so dead.. actually we splitted to cover one module's project.. i'm responsible for Internet Marketing and Jo'll cover ISECA and Sy's gotta do SCM.. and
EAIIIII ! ! ! ! ... oh my gosh!!! i seriously dunno where to start.. i'm stuck.. for sure..

was standing on the bus.. on the way home from Gabe's house.. and guess who i saw..? haha... it's the girl from trace's church... the rival from the choir.. i can't remember her name.. but she's so called trace's rival... she's lyk wearing this short short short short shortss and this white T.. and this purple sweater.. it's looks weird la.. seriously.. haha... anw... suddenly realised her complexion is not bad... unlike mine... =( i've got pimples everywhere.. like some indian with a red dot on the forehead.. haha..

listening to 'Breathing' now... by lifehouse..
it's not bad.. =P

2006-07-03T22:37:00.000-07:00

Time flies.. we've been slacking for almost 3/4 of the semester.. and we've not done anything!! Sy is the only one that doesn't really need me to push on the project.. she finished her part already before i could say anything.. well.. i'm about half-way thru and the rest are still trying to begin... arghh... how can i not be stress for that matter.. arghhh... forget it... Let's not talk about my stress anymore..

we played mahjong yest.. with Gabe and his grand parents.. i've improved.!! yay!! i cleared my 9 dollar debt and was earning when i fall into a debt again... lolx.. so actuallly.. i didn't improve.. =(
it's just so hard to earn when you're playing with seasoned players.. who can actually game without blinking an eye...

went to see R.V today.. starring some pretty girl which Gabe loves a lot.. well.. it's a nice show... i'll give it 8/10 fir it... it's so funny... PS: trace.. you should watch it.. if it's available in aussie =) oh.. and besides that.. you can watch hmm... 'Just My Luck', 'Superman' & 'Scary Movie 4' .. =P

after that.. we went to trace house... to see her mama about the entre project.. they were all talking bout accountings and maths which i'm so poor at.. lolx.. so i was blur all the way... i'm so not cut-out to do financial planning and reports.. *sighs* =P

hope this sem's over soon... 've been so stress till my hair's dropping more often then ever.. i'm gonna be bo-tah!! ;O

oh.. and i'm gonna take my 2nd try on advance high-way code on thursday..so pls pray for me!! so that i can get it over and be done with!! =)

2006-06-25T16:45:00.000-07:00

so bored!!!
didn't know what to do today.. seems like doing something meaningful... but just don't know what to do.. mabe it's cuz of the weather that i feel so dull today... mabe cuz of all the stress that i feel like suddenly i'm so free today... feel as if time passes so slowly.. have got nothing to do.. seriously.. just lying down on my bed.. thinking of Gabe, Trace, and Jo and Sy..

Oh ya!!! trace...!! congrats on finishing ur exams.. now you've got all the time to get ur beauty sleep.. and stop mugging..!! lolx.. i'm still stressed up thou..!! wonder how am i going to finish this sem beautifully.. getting good result.. and all..!!arghhhh!!! so stressed...

2006-06-17T23:40:00.000-07:00

hi all~~!
haven been blogging these few weeks.. as usual... cuz of projects and stuffs...
went to stay at Gabe's house on wednesday... just came back home... it was simply great.. Jo and Sy were there as well... we played online yahoo pool.. watch tv tgt.. did a lot of things tgt.. Gabe took care of our meals and did all the cooking fir us.. yest night we had candlelight dinner.. lolx =P.. we ate macaroni with tuna spread and button mushroom... and most of all we had wine!!!! lolx.. the night before...we had barcadi with peach, cranberry and grapefruit flavors.. haha... Jo and sy was a bit drunk ... but i'm alright.. lolx.. i'm not a good drinker as well.. wonder why didn't i get drunk... =) well.. mabe i was..!! =)
well... thats the only interesting thing i've gotta say about.. =)

that's all i've gotta go now.. eat lunch...till then.. muackz! will try to blog often..!!

2006-05-30T06:14:00.000-07:00

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haha.. seems long ever since i last blogged.. seems like ppl's been reading more often than i can write.. seems like trace's so efficient in reading this thing.. that she'll tag immediately.. lolx...
ntg much happened recently.. i've been having test and test every week.. you noe~... the good thing about NYP is... they give tips on test and exam qns... so that we won't have to study the whole damn book... lolx..
went shopping recently.. more often than ever.. that i'm beginning to know what's in trend and what's not ... they have this old british kind of trend now... that every shop is selling this lacy blouse... some are so extreme that the whole top is full of laces.. hmm... the pants are also laced up.. i won't wanna spend money on it cuz i think the trend is not gonna last long.. and i will be just wasting my money... hmm... but well... jo got one.. she's got this black shorts with only 2 laces.. which looks realli nice one her.. it's worth it..
well... i've decided to reconstruct my blog during my 2 weeks term break.. cuz i think it's so small..the post and all are only limited to a small small portion... that i've got to squint my eyes.. you've gotta wait ppl.. wait till i've got the time and creativity to do smthg about this.. =P
alryte... that's what i've gotta say now... buaiz!!! =)
~:lovex:~

2006-05-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

~:The Prata Story:~
Went to eat pratas today.. have been eating pratas for almost everyday this month.. coz it brings back lots of memories.. of me, Gabe and Trace.. i've always wanted to eat pratas for so long.. it's just coz of some situation constraint.. now that i've got Jamica and "Rooster bei bei" to accompany me..!! i practically drag them to eat pratas everyday.. lolx.. they're like so scared of pratas now.. haha.. think i've got to stop eating pratas..
After that.. we walked along the sidewalk to the next bus stop to allow our stomachs to digest everything.. when it triggered my phobia of insects.. it's like i can hear crikets, frogs and some funny noise and flies flying ard me.. i was so tempted to run lor.. but cannot la.. it'll ruin the ambience for the both of them behind me.. dunno what they're doing but just leave them alone la.. =)

Feels down today..!!

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

2006-05-21T12:22:00.000-07:00

What's Life!!
Seriously..i dunno what i'm going through.. i'm in a whirlwind of thoughts.. of everything.. i've never ever wanted to hurt anybody.. no one!! Just wanna live my life ..
It's not that i dun wanna be with you.. it's just that i dun wanna go into relationships again.. i'm not prepared to do so.. i don't wanna get back to where we were.. i don't wanna get into quarrels with you and then cry my heart out again.. i don't wanna do anything that will make you cry again.. i don't wanna hurt you anymore.. don't wanna see you being tormented cuz of me.. i wanna be independent and not have anything to do with relationships.. NO!
but yet.. i'm not sure.. cuz i still miss you and long to hug you for that one second.. just a second will do.. but i rather don't want that hug to just let you leave me and live the rest of your life happily with another girl.. cuz i'm a bad girl.. a bad bad girl.. that will only give you pain and hurt and nothing else.. i don't wanna hurt anybody.. just leave me.. and forget about me.. any girl would have been a better gf for you than me.. don't care about me.. don't get concern about anything.. what ever happens to me.. don't weep... i'm not worth everything that you do..

Go..! love another girl.. and don't come back to me.. never.. hate me!!

2006-05-17T19:54:00.000-07:00

here i am.. blogging again.. =P
well.. just realised why i'm never a leader once.. in my entire life.. cuz i'm easily confused and messed up.. and most of all i'm lazy.. lolx.. this is the first time i'm a leader for the most important project in my whole poly education.. OMG.. well... it's good in a way.. so that i can order ppl ard... lolx...hahaha... nahz... i dun do that seriously... hmm... just wanna be a leader for once.. dun regret accepting to be a leader that time.. but it's really tiring.. and confusing... wonder how shu yun can actually cope being a leader for 2 years.. lolx... she's actually my assistant-leader... lolx.. hahahhaa...
hmmm... it's gonna be a singapore-sale season... gonna go esprit with jo on friday... to do some shopping for her boyfren pressie...it's for their anniversary.. just gonna provide the discount card for her.. and be her counsellor.. lolx.. wanna go far east as well.. to get some stuff... just walk ard.. =)
* Trace: don't worry.. you're not missing out on anything.. gonna buy you stuffs as well.. as a early christmas pressie.. lolx.. i've already thought of what to buy for you.. but it's not on sale yet.. gonna wait.. lolx.. hope it has discount on singapore-sale.. ;P
miss ya!!!*hugz hugz*

2006-05-12T15:26:00.000-07:00

i'm busy yet again..
i'm piling up with projects and assignments.. there's just not enough of me.. wish there's 2 of me to cope with.. lolx.. well.. this is already the last study sem of my whole poly education.. sooo wish to do well... didn't realli put my heart ans soul into studing these few years.. cuz of some problems and when love was still roaming ard me.. now that i've got no burdens and complicated things happening.. i should really studyyy...!! i promised trace i will..!! =P

we're just frens now.. it's not bad afterall.. i mean how many couples can actually do that.. i'm just lucky to be able to remain fren with him.. it's realli not good for us if we continue fighting on.. cuz we're in the same project group and class.. its' realli difficult to avoid someone.. might as well.. continue as frens.. and finish off this sem tgt.. and graduate tgt.. and who knows what's gonna happen next time.. but now.. we have to realli realli buck up and study well..

it's raining heavily now.. actually i retyped this post.. cuz the electrical thing just tripped just now.. and the whole com just went blank.. i was so shocked.. didn't think lightning can actually do this.. well.. hafta go meet yun later.. to do the prototype thingy.. byebye for now!!! =)

2006-05-09T16:26:00.000-07:00

What a lousy dae i had..
he actually called me a B**** today... i mean what did i do wrong to make him call me that... he might as well call me a s*** or a flirt or mabe a w****.. to be extreme... i didn't cheat on him.. i didn't two-time him.. it's lyk wadever things i do is always wrong..
actually i didn't sleep all night.. thinking about all the things.. what he said.. but before i get the chance to tell him that i wanted to be with him.. he called me a B****... lyk wad the!! i know i've let you down.. i'm sincerely sorri..!! wad do you want me to do... mabe you hate me.. mabe i'm realli the bad one that's shouldn't even be living.. mabe you want me dead.. i rather you kill me than call me names.. you completely shattered me!! just when i wanted to get back to you.. you do this to me.. wadever.. i'm tired.. you killed the last chance.. mabe we're not meant to be tgt..

i'll not miss you anymore..
i'll not think of you anymore..
i'll not think of what you did anymore..
i'll not think of the memories we had anymore..
i'll not treasure the moments on the bus..
i'll not think of what you said..
i'll not cry at night...
i'll not love you anymore..
i'll just struggle to live my life..
i'll completely forget about you..

that's how it ends!!

2006-05-07T15:39:00.000-07:00

hi~~!

hmm.. dunno what to say... just wanna update my blog so that.. ppl will still visit it..
well.. i'm still alive and kicking.. despite leaving my love life.. i'm not so sad now.. mabe becuz i'm getting used to it already.. use to not having Gabe ard to rely on.. getting more and more independent.. just lyk what i used to be before.. so yea.. i'm getting on fine with whats left in life..

My mum did a facial for me today.. actually just!.. lolx.. i feel so rejuvenated.. it's been so long ever since i got a facial.. hee hee.. well.. i went to trace house yest.. to do some project work with her mum.. she's been sucha great help for us.. giving us info and suggestions.. she's actually spoon-feeding us with her experience in that industry.. telling us how the company works.. what they do and etc.. =) we completed it 2 weeks beforehand!!! we're gonna get straight As for that proposal.. yay!!!

hmm.. bought a pair of shoes recently.. got a white one as i have a black one already.. getting all the basic colors.. lolx.. gonna start wearing it prolly nxt week.. lolx.. didn't know that my foot's getting bigger.. needa get one size bigger.. lolx.. well.. anw.. i can stand steadily with that..

well that's all for my boring life... till then.. see ya!!! miss everyone!! =)

2006-05-01T23:55:00.000-07:00

after the break up.. i haven been living.. it feels so empty and lonely.. as if nobody cares about me anymore.. it's changed my entire life.. nobody calls me anymore.. nobody cares about me anymore.. nobody to rely on.. although i still hang out with Gabe.. but the feeling's changed.. i no longer feel guilty as if i'm cheating on him.. mabe.. for a long long time.. i've already lost my love for him.. now that i'm not with him.. i won't feel as if i'm wasting his time, effort, money, and most of all his love.. now that we're not tgt.. he has the freedom of choice.. he told me that he'll take any girl that comes by.. that appreciates him.. that is worth his love.. that's true.. mabe i'm not a good gf from the start till the end..
i feel that i won't love anymore.. cuz it's realli complicated for me..
I'll forever remember the things he did for me.. and the memories we had.. especially the moments on the bus.. it's realli a sweet ending..

2006-04-25T23:46:00.000-07:00

hi all
today was a relieve from all the tense up situation.. things had became better..
to prevent any quarrels from happening in the class.. our group accepted all the ppl.. at least we know that some ppl really have the heart to split the problem by accepting the ppl and try to regroup themselves.. while some are still as selfish as they are.. at least from this whole saga.. i know who really cares for other ppl.. and who only cares for themselves.. it's obvious..
Every man for himself
today was so embarrassing when the teacher was like identifying all the couples in the class and that josephine told the teacher me and Gabe.. then i felt so sour and really sad.. when Gabe suddenly told the teacher that we've broke up already.. then the teacher trying to save his face cuz he's the one asking.. he pretended as if he never hear what Gabe said.. and still try to be funny.. i tot .. ya.. it's the best way out of the whole embarrassing situation..

then.. the first time that i actually talked to Gabe.. he msn nudged me.. which i tot was a very bold step to take despite that we've broke up.. i've been avoiding him all the time.. which i think made the whole situation worse.. well.. so he nudged me.. and i replied with a nudge as well.. as Gabe promised to meet the his recommended personal mentor today.. i tot we should all go tgt..but sy went to meet 'S' and jo wanted to go home sleep.. although he did not ask me but i know he wanted me to follow him.. but i still pretended as if i didn't know and that i was going home.. but the very moment he board the train.. i felt very sour and worrying.. it's a feeling that i've never gotten before.. so i tot just heck the coldness and just msg him if he wanted me to go.. then.. i followed him all the way and met the person and all.. then he paid for my dinner.. cuz i shared with him the dinner actually.. i've got no appetite these few days.. dunno whats wrong with me.. i ate some of his noodles and that's it... my dinner! lolx.. i'm not hungry still.. yea.. then we went back tgt by bus.. and he said a lot of things and still cares about me and my poor fingers.. he try blowing cold air.. hoping that it'll be better.. that's the first time in all these months that i felt sweetness from him.. actually i didn't really hear what is he saying .. just immersing myself in that few minutes.. the only thing i heard was when he said.. "you're so quiet.. hope you're listening and heard what i said and think about it".. then i was recalling what he said when he's still talking.. lolx.. if i'm not wrong he told me to be more tolerant and change my mentality and all.. yea.. so we both got off the bus at his bus stop and waited for my transfer bus to my house.. i know he got lots of things to say to me but before he could.. my bus came.. so i didn't get to hear what he wanted to say.. but i guess as much.. and know what he wanted to say..
actually today's quite a not bad day.. hope my life gets better..

2006-04-24T23:57:00.000-07:00

hi all.. haven been blogging these few dayz.. cuz i suddenly feel that my life's a total mess..firstly.. there's been some quarrel in the class which made me realise how selfish ppl can be.. i wonder if they were
in our group's shoes.. would they still think that way.. after all it's the last semester already.. can't they just be fair
to accept? if they think their group is already so poor in programming and all and thus can't accept another poor
programmer.. then what about us? we've been so quietly accepting these ppl for 2 years already.. despite that
we're just some average student in the class.. this has got ntg to do with programming skills.. it's just being fair to
just accept what ur classmates have been willing to accept for years.. can't they just do it for once?
secondly.. i broke up with him.. it all started becuz of some trivial matter.. but actually it's all the little little things
that accumulate to become a big thing.. i loved him so deeply once but it all went away.. those were the happy dayz
when we first started.. but now it's so different btw us.. i'm willing to put off those quarrels and all but i don't think
it'll still work out.. it'll surely happen again and again.. he's not willing to change for the better.. i'm just simply tired
of all these LOVE thing.. exhausted to the max.. my heart had split a thousand times and tears wearing me out.. i'm
just a simple girl trying to be happy everyday.. why can't i? i admit i've been wrong lots of times.. but i said sorry..
he didn't accept it.. he just keeps whining and all.. why can't he just say "okie" and just get back to being lovey
again.. why must he say all his heart out before he stops.. i've got no more strength to debate with him.. i just
wanna be able to hug him everyday.. the last thing he ask was if i loved him still but i replied no cuz i'm still not
sure of myself.. don't wanna waste his time,energy and money on me.. i've missed him so much every since we
broke up.. i hate nights cuz i'll missed him even more.. he's important to me!!
and also mayb becuz of all these things that trigger my skin allergy.. it's become worse.. can't wash my hair.. can't
take a spoon properly.. can't write.. can't type.. can't sleep.. itchy.. it's the worst state i've ever seen.. mayb i'm
going down to the poly clinic and wait whole day.. hopefully i can get referred to a specialist..

that's all for my miserable life.. hopefully someone gets a better life

2006-04-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

hi all.. haven been blogging these few dayz.. cuz i suddenly feel that my life's a total mess..
firstly.. there's been some quarrel in the class which made me realise how selfish ppl can be.. i wonder if they were in our group's shoes.. would they still think that way.. after all it's the last semester already.. can't they just be fair to accept? if they think their group is already so poor in programming and all and thus can't accept another poor programmer.. then what about us? we've been so quietly accepting these ppl for 2 years already.. despite that we're just some average student in the class.. this has got ntg to do with programming skills.. it's just being fair to just accept what ur classmates have been willing to accept for years.. can't they just do it for once?
secondly.. i broke up with him.. it all started becuz of some trivial matter.. but actually it's all the little little things that accumulate to become a big thing.. i loved him so deeply once but it all went away.. those were the happy dayz when we first started.. but now it's so different btw us.. i'm willing to put off those quarrels and all but i don't think it'll still work out.. it'll surely happen again and again.. he's not willing to change for the better.. i'm just simply tired of all these LOVE thing.. exhausted to the max.. my heart had split a thousand times.. tears weep a thousand times.. i'm just a simple girl trying to be happy everyday.. why can't i? i admit i've been wrong lots of times.. but i said sorry.. he didn't accept it.. he just keeps whining and all.. why can't he just say "okie" and just get back to being lovey again.. why must he say all his heart out before he stops.. i've got no more strength to debate with him.. i just wanna be able to hug him everyday.. he's important to me!!
and also mayb becuz of all these things that trigger my skin allergy.. it's become worse.. can't wash my hair.. can't take a spoon propperly.. can't write.. can't type.. can't sleep.. itchy.. pus showing.. it's the worst state i've ever seen.. mayb i'm going down to the poly clinic and wait whole day.. hopefully i can get referred to a specialist..

that's all for my miserable life.. hopefully someone gets a better life

2006-04-07T16:51:00.000-07:00

hi~~!!
have been lazy ard these few dayz.. just got paid for the IT fair.. wasn't much but enuff for me.. lolx.. Gabe got quite a lot but spend on paying for his "Many small debts".. we went out the nxt day.. wanna get some shoes for school next year.. i got mine at "MadAboutShoes".. and i got a belt too.. all the common ones.. just for the sake of tightening some jeans..
Gabe tried every pair of shoes.. but i dunno what's in his mind.. mabe it's too ex or it doesn't look formal enuff.. cuz he's getting this formal shoes to replace the one he has ryte now.. it's old and has tears on the front.. but he didn't get any shoes in te end.. mabe we'll go out some other day so get his shoes... =)
Trace dog.. Jet.. was put to sleep yest.. =(.. he's sucha cute dog.. remember the first time i met him.. accidentally scratched him cuz my nails was quite long.. so he ran to Gabe instead.. think he's afraid of me.. wish he's not injured in any way.. but after a while.. he came to me as well.. so i guess he's alryte.. of course.. i went home and get my nails cut!! =)
Will miss him a lot.. he's gonna be a angelic dog~~!!!
Missed trace too.. she's lyk so different.. in the way she speaks and all.. seems calmer and back to normal now.. hope she comes back soon.. then we could hang out again!!! =)
Gonna start school soon.. back to all the lectures, tutorials, labs, homeworks, projects, presentations, stress.. but i miss my classmates more.. seen them once during the holidays for some mahjong game.. lolx.. haven seen Jo in ages.. tried lending the driving theory book from her but she kept forgetting as always.. lolx..
*sighs* never got to get tested the other time cuz i forgot to bring my IC.. was pissed to the max.. cuz i paid 6 dollars for it.. and they don't accept bus pass.. i mean whats the difference.. it still has my name and photo on it as well.. i've booked the theory test again.. but its on the 28th this month.. gonna pass it!!

Trace: gurL.. hafta be who you are.. dont' admire my life or other's.. cuz everybody's life is unique in a way.. just like your life.. you have what other's don't.. the chance to study in Aussie.. treasure it alryte? get all distinctions like you always do.. and yea.. come back soon k? miss you..! =) *hugz hugz*
miss the roti pratas near your house.. *droLLing* =P

my life's still as boring as ever..

2006-04-02T15:44:00.000-07:00

hi guyz.. i went to the zoo on thursday and it was FUN!! you all should visit the zoo.. it's changed so much.. the last time i went to the zoo was like when i was 5.. =P
here's a glimpse of what i took :
there's this "Jackass penguin".. lolx.. what a name!! then there's this supposedly Ah Meng.. and cheetah.. a white and brown horse.. a 20m long aligator.. a otter.. a lion.. a peacock.. a Australia kangaroo.. they're so cuteeeeee... they're like so prosperous.. they get to sun tan and enjoy life.. cuz they've got ntg to worry about.. no love thingy.. no studies.. not even food.. what they mostly does is sleep.. cuz the weather is quite hot.. makes me feel sleepy too.. (>(oo)<)
they're so beautiful.. especially the peacock.. when it opens up.. =)

i took like a hundred photos.. gonna go develop it.. lolx..

2006-03-25T16:51:00.000-08:00

hi.
seems lyk everyone's getting better in life.. cept me..
one moment it seems lyk i'm the happiest.. and another.. i'm lyk the saddest..
maybe i'm having some night mood swings.. or i just get to relieve myself at night..
the biggest problem with me is.. i'm confused with myself.. and i get to think too much.. i notice to much.. i hide too much.. i suspect too much.. i question too much.. and i never get to find the answer..

today.. just did some house chores since mum's not here.. wash the clothes.. iron the clothes.. sweeped the floor.. and ate Mac's for lunch.. then Gabe called.. but i still dunno what to say.. maybe i'm still angry bout yest night.. i absolutely hate someone hanging up on me!.. maybe it's just me.. i could hang up on someone but the other person can't.. or you'll find me hating you..!!
maybe i'm just being petty for once..

done with the angry part.. hmm... gonna study for the driving test due on Monday.. thou it's basic.. gonna study hard for it.. gonna be fully prepared.. can't fail 'basic' or it'll be so not cool!!

that's all for now.. my life ain't interesting as always..!!don't read if it bores you =)

A Simple Girl's Life Complicated by Love!

2006-03-22T01:09:00.000-08:00

Finally got my results for the sem.. to me.. quite dissapointing cuz i tot i could at least get one A.. just one A.. why is it so difficult.. why is it i always get Bs & Cs? and Ds.. =( but actually.. i should be happy for not failing anything.. so yea.. i'll just 'Thank God'!!

Ntg seems right.. recently we have all these little little fights.. it's either (as he says) i'm the one with the nonsense.. or (as i thought) he's the one.. i'm just saying what i thought about him and he.. as always.. misunderstood me.. ryte from the beginning.. i've always said that we don't understand each other... and true enough.. i'm really feeling totally messed up and confused.. seriously.. i know we should treasure each other as not many couples get to enjoy that.. and that we've been through thick and thin tgt for 2 years.. but it's either him or me or both of us are not making any effort to make it any better..

seriously.. i'm tired

2006-03-20T00:30:00.000-08:00

Hi~~!

firstly.. i'm gonna complain... i've got these stupid cramps bugging me today.. makes me feel so low.. as usual.. vomitted.. but i'm alryte now.. got used to it already.. ( ^-^ ) *Trace: is there any remedy for it? i need it so badly..!! =)*
i'm sleepy for the whole day.. almost slept my day off.. haha.. Qi Bear always sleeps !!
Then my brother bought 'Harry Potter'.. the fourth series.. it's so cool!! get to see the yule ball part again.. Hermoine is so gorgeous...!!! OMGosh!!! it lastly pretty long thou.. nearly 3 hours.. sat my butt off the sofa!!! hee hee..
Oh did i tell you? i've got a god-brother.. younger brother to be exact.. haha.. he's from the IT show too.. knew him there.. at least this time.. thou not much sales.. but the people there are more fun.. rather this then the previous bunch of back-stabbers.. Oh.. dun wanna talk about it..
This god-brother looks like my real brother thou in appearance.. dry lips, thick specs, messy hair.. haha.. totally similar.. lolx..

alryte.. thou this post quite short.. but i've got ntg to write since i slept my day off.. ^ - ^
see ya all!!!

2006-03-16T17:12:00.000-08:00

Hi all~~!!

another major major reconstruction..
i've changed the whole background, the repositionings, the fonts, the taggy.. everything!!
haha.. lolx

sorry if you find it hard to read.. but the font totally blends well with the background yea?
i've done the whole afternoon for this..
hope you guys like it..
leave ae note or tag alryte... need some comments..

=)
lovex

2006-03-16T00:26:00.000-08:00

Maybe i fell into some sort of depression...
i always cry at night as if all the things i bottled up inside transformed into tears and that they all rolled out of me.. i feel very lonely as if nobody is there for me.. not even Gabe.
He asked me to call him but he doesn't even want to talk to me.. there's lyk lesser and lesser things that we can talk tgt. We just don't understand each other.. Maybe it's just time that 'WE' should seperate into 'me' and 'him'..

I realli missed Jo.. during school dazz.. she's just so understanding.. she's the only one who knows how i feel about Gabe.. she's the only person that i can talk to.. she's my confidante!
but she's lyk so not contactable now.. missed her..!

maybe it's just me and my nonsense..
maybe i'm just not lykable..
maybe i'm just over reacting
maybe i'm just thinking too much
maybe cuz i'm not a good person to talk with..
maybe i just missed Gabe
maybe i'm just not good enough..

maybe you may find my post a bit weird.. but yea.. i'm just writing all out to relieve myself..
till the next time i feel bad.. see ya!

2006-03-13T23:33:00.000-08:00

the IT show finally ended.. and here i am blogging once again... haha...was so worn-out the past few dazz.. imagine standing the whole day and trying to put up a smile.. skipping lunch and dinner.. i mean it would be so worth it if i could sell more than just 12 for the whole four dazz.. this IT show is very weird.. lyk normally i could sell computers counting in tens during the weekends.. but i didn't even pass 5 for sundayz this time round.. it's totally ridiculous.. i mean i expect something more.. anw.. i still have basic pay.. so heck-it!

my dad bought for me a 512 creative mp3... yay!!!! i've wished for this lyk a long long time ago.. it would be so much less boring during any trip.. just uploaded some songs into there.. hee!
it's light green in color.. and white for the ear piece.. ( ^ - ^ )

hmm... oh ya.. talked to trace after the IT show that day.. felt so happi to hear from her.. but she sounded a bit different as if she had a sore throat or sumthing.. anw.. i sould be the one having a sore throat, not her.. =) haha.. anw.. missed her a lot lot lot more... increasingly every day.. hope she could come back soon..!!! ( ' - ' )
anw.. me and Gabe went to the postal office to send a parcel for her.. it's a present for her birthday.. =) but anw Gabe forgotten her address and so called home for Godfrey for the address.. when he reached home... he jumped when he received trace's msg.. cuz he heard Godfrey say 748 but instead it sould be 74A... so yea.. as usual... he scolded godfrey upside-down inside-out.. but his mother called speed post to change the address.. so it's fine now..
just hoping it would be able to reach trace.. =)

lovex

2006-03-08T07:12:00.000-08:00

hi~
i believe true frens doesn't come easy
but my true fren is so near (virtually) yet so far (physically)
when she's down
all i can do is just consoling her with words and words
but i just wanna hug her and tell her
that me and Gabe will always
and i mean always
be there for her
no matter what...
*angelic smiles*

gonna work in the IT show tmr.. hope all goes well.. without all the politics going on... i just wanna sell as much as i can.. if i do really 'snatch' your customer..plzz tell me straight to my face.. and i'll try not to do whatever u meant by 'snatch'... i'm just a simple girl trying to do well on my first job alryte.. GET IT!!!!

i'll blog prolly 4 dazz later..
miss ya all!!
*hugz hugz*

2006-03-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

hi~~~
feels so happy yest.. cuz i WENT SHOPPING!!!
went out with Gabe and Kellie.. went to ORCHARd... know how much i missed that place.. it was a pretty good day.. cloudy and a bit of strong sun... perfect for a day out..
Gabe bought me a top from the shop beside the bookshop in far east.. it's nice with the eagle design.. but i'm afraid it may shrink after washing... ahhh... heck... no matter what.. i'm gonna wear it... cuz Gabe bough it for me.. he's sweet to the max.. love it.. realli!!!

and then i bought some hair band... cuz mine is actually rotting away... gotta buy a new one to replace it.. =) it comes in a combi of dirty green, white, light green and neon green... unfortunately i lost the neon green one while runnign after the train in marina bay.. so i had to tie the rest tgt..

and then i bought a pink converse T shirt in a shop beside Topshop in shaw centre.. it's cheap..
and then... i went to Topshop of course.. and Gabe saw a brown top.. kellie said it was nice.. so i went to try... and i bought it.. yay!!! ' Gabe bought a blue T shirt from Topmen as well.. i think it suits him well.. and it's been so long since he bought a shirt for himself.. he kept whining on the train about it being 33 dollars.. but i think it's worth it.. the fabric is good too..

and then.. we went to mango.. i saw this red jacket..it's not exactly a jacket.. but it's nice.. it's short sleeve and it's some sorta short cardigan.. but it's realli ex .. it's 60 bucks.. OMG!!!
well.. it's mango!!! .. and Gabe saw this brown leather jacket.. and ask Kellie to try it out.. she's lyk so cool in it!!! lyk some biker gurL.. lolx

all in all.. i bought the most things.. didn't think i would splunge like 37.90 dollars.. it may seem little but it's my weeks allowance.. haha..
until the next time i blog.. bye bye..
Lovex

2006-03-03T23:13:00.000-08:00

No words can describe how i feel.. Confused maybe.
Nows realli not a good time to do it.. i don't wanna hurt anybody.. i realli don't want to.. but sometimes we have to try not be so soft hearted.. but i just can't bring myself to do it.. sometimes i wish that the person would not be so good to me.. he realli give his whole heart and life and everything he has just to see that i'm happy.. i've tried to appreciate everything that he's done for me.. but i have never been really relax and relieve of somethings thats realli bothering me.. but i rather keep it and bottle it inside than let it out cuz it will certainly harm and hurt someone that's realli good to me.. that realli cares for me..

maybe all these doesn't seem to mean anything.. cuz i realli don't know how to phrase the feeling inside me.. you won't understand.. nobody does.. but all in all.. i realli wish that i won't hurt anyone.. and that they will still stay by my side.. always..

our relationship was never steady and strong.. cuz we have no understanding between us.. you always thought that i'm always practical and materialistic.. and it depends if you buy me something.. i'll be happy.. and that i'll love you more.. but that's not the case.. seriously.. up till now.. i don't realli know if i love you.. that remains a question inside me.. that i've tried to answer for 2 years.. i realli don't know whats happening to me.. sometimes i realli miss you till i cry.. sometimes i just quarrel with you over trivial matters.. sometimes i just think that i'm realli a bad person.. and that i shouldn't treat you in a certain way.. maybe i'm realli bad.

2006-03-02T13:09:00.000-08:00

yay!!! finally.. done with everything... exams, projects, test, assignments, presentations.. ( ^-^ )

yest.. after the paper.. me, gabe, lee kian, ivan & kellie.. went to ToaPayoh to have dinner.. didn't have much appetite so i bought some 'old yellow melon' soup with rice.. after that.. we went to play pool!!! haha.. how much i missed it!!! i beat lee kian and kellie but was thrashed by gabe.. he's so violent!!! the ball literally fly out of the table and rolled back in.. lolx.. how could i possibly beat that..!!! had a fun night yest.. Oh.. and i bought a pair of earrings for $2 dollars.. haha..

hmm.. today was supposed to go swimming with gabe / buy tracie's pressie.. but gabe hadda meet Jon and gang later on.. so he didn't wanna go out... =( everytime like that one!! humpz
so i stayed at home todae.. playing games.. so bored..

my mum's going china next next week.. gonna miss her... =)
that's all for today.. really ntg much to say.. feels so bored.. gonna need to find work..
PS: anyone with good 'lobang'.. pls tell me k? thxz

2006-02-27T12:00:00.000-08:00

hmm.. don't have much time so i guess i'll just sum everything up! hehehe.

i miss trace so much. Missed eating prata near her house.
it's been so long ever since i ate prata. =(
I've got my last paper on wed which feels so goood!!!!
Hope i'll do well and don't get mixed up with the answers.. like olways!! =P
haha.. feels so gay when someone actually tags my blog.. =)
haiz.. still haven got the meter up.. didn't know how!! =(
haven seen gabe for the past 3 dayz.. miss him so much! he's always lyk so busy. =(

well.. gonna really mug today. hope i'll do super well for this paper.. cuz there's no reason why i shouldn't.. we've got a week to study for it. but i'm just so slack to start today =P it's actually feels lyk i'm on holiday already.. ever since we submitted all the projects that we've rush so frantically for..

alryte.. gonna eat lunch and start being a [][] "OOOooo *bookworm* hehehe..

2006-02-15T19:30:00.000-08:00

darn!!! *&^*($^#$%%^&&*$$@#!@
i totally screwed up my biz comm presentation today... i kept trembling and stuttering.. OMG!!!!!!! arghhhhh...!!! By ryte.. this shouldn't even be happening after so many presentations for 2 years.. gosh!! it's 30% of the whole module... how can i even screw it up..!!! the teacher better be lenient cuz i'm sick..
this week's been tough for me.. i've had a freaking fever, flu, cough, headache on Valentine's Day.. gosh!! and i kept coughing and sneezing during my ITIPJ presentation.. lucky the teacher never ask me anything stupid or i'll just go bonkers!!
after bearing with this stupid virus for 2 days.. i went to see the doctor yesterday.. and the doctor was kind enough to issue me a MC.. but i can't use it cuz i'm having a presentation today.. gosh!!! why do i always have to be sick on the most important days..

Trace: are you okay? gosh.. what happened? how could he do smthg like this to you after all that you've done for him.. the sewing, the photos, the worry and all..?
don't worry babe.. i'm sure it'll be fine after some time.. give me a smile alryte? (^-^) like this..
things ain't going right for me either.. had all the freaking things happening at the wrong time..

shall we both smile..? (^-^) love ya tracie.. don't brood over it k?
*hugz hugz & muackz muackz*

2006-02-08T23:06:00.000-08:00

finally.. all project presentation done with.. CRM,MR and IB.. whew~! 3 loads of my mind..
now hafta prepare for ITIPJ and Biz Comm.. it's the last 2 projects before the exams.. hafta stay back tml to do the ITIPJ cuz submission of source code is on friday.. and for biz comm is on wed.. i'll prolly do it on mon and tue or this weekend..
haha... seems lyk a project briefing.. alryte.. i shall get to proper blogging!!
hmm.. during the presentation on tuesday.. i was having cramps and was weak on my knees.. tried the normal panadol tablet but didn't work.. i threw up everything.. lucky Jo had the menstrual type ones.. or i'll be in trouble for my presentation.. maybe i should just heck all the health thingy *health facts: panadol stuck in the body for 5 years* and start keeping a box of it in my bag.. =)
oh yea.. Gabe called trace that day.. and i struggled to even say a 'hello'.. was so happy to hear from her.. she was chirpy as usual.. haha.. as we only have a minute to say everything.. we rushed with all the hellos and try to squeeze all that we wanted to say into that minute.. *pathetic huh?*
went with Gabe to peninsular to buy his shoes today.. he got a Vans black & red shoe.. .. it's half leather half cotton.. it's pretty la..~!! almost walked the whole city hall for that.. he actually wanted the brown one.. but only found size 7 which is very tight for him.. so he gave it up.. and went for the black one.. but i think the black one is easier to match than brown.. as he only got 1 brown shirt.. so yea.. when we went back i put on the red shoe laces for him.. and it looks better.. as usual.. black & red still suits him.. ;P
after we bought the shoes.. we went to hunt for a world card.. so that Gabe can call Trace.. Jo said phoenix card was good.. so he bought the phoenix card for 10 dollars..
after that we took a bus back.. and bought Toto.. it's a 10 million dollar draw!!! haha can't imagine if he won.. he say he'll donate part of it to church... =)
after eating dinner at his house.. he wanted to send me down to take a cab.. but don't know what happen he was coughing and threw up bout half of his dinner.. i was so worried in the cab.. he's getting weaker everyday.. keep having all these weird sickness.. so worried.. he prolly needs to exercise and stay fit.. he was healthier last time.. wish he's feeling better now..~

alryte.. gonna study for my XML test tml..! wish me luck!! =)

2006-02-06T00:01:00.000-08:00

*sobz* my shopping kaki's gone now..
trace gone back to perth today.. *sobz*
during her trip back to sg .. we went to prata together.. went shopping together.. went sentosa together.. went swimming together.. so many happy fun joyous memories.. can't believe that she's going back now.. she's probably shopping in the airport now.. just told me she bought a cheap chales and keith shoe.. haha... this girL.. shopping to the max.. really!! she came here with 28kg of luggage and went back with 30kg.. must have brought all the shopping stuffs back.. haha..
Seriously.. she's a good bestie.. it's really fortunate to get to know her.. i'll miss her for 10 mths till she gets back the next time ard..

2006-02-02T23:16:00.000-08:00

so sad!! no one seems to be visiting my blog.. is it so "unvisitable" ?
haha.. LISTEN NOW!!! all of YOU.. better tag my blog hor!!! *threatens* hahaha..
i so needa get my blog meter up so i'll know how many ppl actually goes in and outta here..!!!
First thing first!!! chinese new year.. haha.. i've collected lots and lots of Ang Baos... i'm gonna open everything out later on and start counting bucks.. hee hee *$$ faze*
seriously, all my frens have actually start spending every single cent they have... are they weird or am i just the weird one to wait for a few dayz before having the "Ang Bao Opening Ceremony"!!! haha..
During this CNY.. i went to tracie's house again.. haha.. i had my first "lao yu shen".. *i know.. maybe i'm a not a full chinese* haha.. that's the first memorable thing.. and then we gambled with "blackjack" haha.. me and my lucky 50 cent coin.. kept winning the game.. i was suppose to win ard 3 bucks until the last round when Joel had a luck turnover or smthg.. he got 2 As which means we had to pay thrice the amt that we bet on.. i lost 1.50 the last round!!!! *frowns* but at least i won ard 1.50 to pay for part of my cab fare.. haha!! =)
Last christmas and this year's CNY have been real fun.. it's really memorable..~

Gonna go Sentosa tml with Trace!!! hee.. looking forward to it!!!
i better turn in early cuz i haven been sleeping well.. sleeping late waking up early eveyday.. it's all school life!! =)

Trace: alryte.. alryte.. i'll have your taggy part renovated!!! be ready for a empty taggy to start of with!!! =)
Sara: i desperately need a meter!! haha..

2006-01-27T11:05:00.000-08:00

hi all.. i've done another major reconstruction cuz i think the previous one was a bit too dark..
i super duper lyk Nokia 7370 ever since the first time i saw it.. it was love at first sight.. lol.. it's part of the L'amour series.. i lyk the design.. cuz it's lyk some ancient flower.. and it's pretty.. =)

2006-01-21T20:33:00.000-08:00

okie.. i feel so scared whenever Sara visits my blog and then there's lyk no new post.. and if i happen to be behind her she'll give that "gonna beat you up" face and say "Never update.. huh!!!" and then smthg's gonna happen..
hee hee.. sounds so dramatic!!
lucky i update my posts often.. don't hafta write long posts.. lyk Trace's and Gabe's.. haha..
hmm.. i was very busy recently.. stress as well.. with all the programming codes and all.. kept on praying whenever i try to test it out if the code works... place all the bets on luck.. lol.. smtimes it's really irritating that it's all the little little things that is wrong.. lyk a comma or a dot.. it's so case- sensitive.. hafta be sharp bout it.. but i can't when it's lyk early in the morning.. or late evening.. when i'm so totally, completely, fully exhausted..
Gabe did some codes for me yest until 4 in the morning.. gosh!! i'm so touched.. and bad me still give him black face today when i met him.. cuz i was so stress up.. for fear i won't be able to do the web service.. cuz he said the codes still can't work.. i was so dissapointed.. but shu yun edited a bit here and there and then it worked... so i guess the code is really working.. and it's all Gabe's hard work... he's a genius seriously.. i guess he's just too tired to think properly.. and solve the error... *muackz* love ya darLinz* thankz lots..!!~~
I prefer to be busy then to be bored.. it's really good to be occupied with things to do.. i'm gonna prolly work when holidayz starts.. not gonna waste all my time at home doing ntg.. heard NTUC income pays well.. so i'm gonna prolly try there..
next.. hmm... trace's going back.. sad.. really.. cuz she's so nice to be with.. we had so much fun tgt.. especially during christmas.. =) hmm... memorable one.. will miss you sooooo much...!!! =) didn't really get to meet her nowadaz cuz of all the projects and schoolwork stuff.. guess she just have her holidayz at the wrong time la.. our holidayz just ended when her holidayz starts.. what could have been worse.. ryte.. but anw.. we did hang out with her lots.. with proper planning btw school and hanging out.. *proud* haha..yea.. it's all bout time management!!!
haf been planning for new year.. with lots of decor ard the house... my mum and dad just learn a new trick to make oranges with nets.. from some shop in marsiling.. which sell all the materials for it.. it's really nice la~!! i'm so ready for all the ang baos.. haha.. $$*money faze*... but the bad things really come at a wrong time.. we've got quiz on "chu san" which is the third day of new year.. so i'll be the geek one to bring books ard to study.. gosh!! my cousins will be laughing at me.. =(

i'll just end here.. didn't know i'll be so "lor sor" and write so much.. haha.. can't control when i start typing!!! lol.. blogger addict signing off!!~

2006-01-14T13:33:00.000-08:00

hi all.. i've done a major reconstruction of my blog.. hope ya all lyk it.. i've made a new taggy as well.. leave me a note or comments.. thx..
Sara: could ya teach me how to put the meter? =)

2006-01-12T19:33:00.000-08:00

don't think ppl are still blogging nowadays.. guess they're all busy.. take it that school is so hectic with all the projects and stuff.. i'm so confused with my XML project, i don't even know what to do.. arghhh.. i only understand some bit and entirely confused with another bit of it .. and i completely don't know how to code it.. SARA!!!! save me!!! hahaha... =)
k la.. i know this post is a bit short.. but i'm so out of time.. needed to do some research and do what i'm suppose to finish.. see ya!! *muackz..!!* ( ^-^ )

2006-01-05T10:15:00.000-08:00

argh.. don't know what happened.. i'm still not done with the flu bug yet and now i have the cramps.. it was so painful that i just had to sleep to forget about the pain.. and i slept 12 hours straight.. now i'm a little bit better..yay! at least this time i didn't puke.. so it's better..
i've to go school later at 12.. guess i'll have to crawl there.. =(
but anw.. bye.. gotta rest first.. =)
Trace: you're great at chopping the wings up.. yay!! =)

2006-01-01T22:22:00.000-08:00

this december celebration was to the max!!! yaay!!! until i feel sick on new year's eve eve.. when i was having a class party .. argh.. wish i wasn't sick.. i was down with fever, headache, sore throat, flu and all sorta stuff.. and now i'm coughing..!!!! *kof kof* arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
but i had fun with 'pass the parcel' , faizal got the last present.. it's a grey soft toy.. lol
and the bbq chicken and fish was so shoirk!!! 'trace the chef' marinated it!!!*clap clap clap*
okie la thats all.. i gotta lie down.. i'm still sick ya noe!! (^ - ^)

2005-12-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

i had so much fun during christmas at trace's house.. it was so cool.. i could never forget that...
(^ - ^)
thankz for all de presents!!